~ Friends ~

Yest was a long night...

I met my old frens...
Frens i have not met for a month plus...
I met My good fren Gerald & Bernard...
Daryll is in Thailand..
Amin has just booked out..
Amir is in camp...
Maliki should be in the masjid...
Friends i miss n yet to meet...
- Kumar
- Fandi
- Fadli
- Wei Feng
- Weng Sim
- Wael Naeem
and others i cant remember right now...

Anyway last night..Bernard was drunk...
Again...
I have neva came across an officer who gets drunk so often..
I pity my fren...if onli he realized the true meaning of this life..
That the world is temporary and the hereafter everlasting..
As i type...i remind myself...
Hoping that it would also remind to be steadfast in this deen of Allah..

May Allah have mercy on my friends..
And give them hidayah...that they may one day be enlightened about life..
Amin..

- changes done -

New changes are ongoing..

Things are more systematic now..

An important thing in life which everyone should pratice..

Istiqamah...

Being consistent in wateva u do..
Being discipline and steadfast in your deeds..

- Where is my direction ?? -

Where is my direction...

What will I do 5yrs down the road??

I am confused what I want now..

Heres what I wanna do 5yrs later...

- Memorize the holy book of Allah, Al Quran
- Learn Arabic
- Serve National Service
- Get a Business degree
- Stay in Arab country for 2yrs
- Get married =)

Oh Allah pls guide me along this path to strive in Your Name..

Idleness is a disease.
It kills the thoughts, intellect and the body's strength.
As long as a person has the spirit and ability to be active then it is a must that he does so. Whenever, the body is inactive idiocy, thick-headedness occurs causing the soul's movement to be weakened.
Whispers and wicked ideas occupy the heart.
Occasionally wicked intentions occur and the youth give vent to these suppressed desires due to idleness.
The remedy to this problem is for the youth to strive to attain activities that suit him such as reading, merchandising, writing and others which are barriers between him and idleness. It is necessary for this youth to be an upright active member of his society for his sake and the sake of his society.

Sheikh Al-UthaymeenIslaam's Solution
for the ProblemsFacing Todays Youthpg 30

Why do i feel this way??

Why do i feel this way...

I cant tell how it feels...

I am running away from the feeling..

Its e feeling of LOVE...

Nows not e time...
I have to focus..
But, everytime i see ur pic online..
It reminds me of how i felt..
When i first wanted u to be mine..

I went to expo for e food fare today..
Didnt eat much..
I have been feeling unwell for past few days..
Might be losing weight..
Loosing my voice..

Allahummargh Firlee..

-= I am fine =-

Today u smsed me..

My fren asked me if i missed u...

I just smiled..and i said no..

I am struggling in my memorization..
Have to be patient...
I need to strengthen my imaan..
Today was a bad day...
I got very angry with someone today..
But i put the anger upon myself..
Allah please forgive me for my foolishness..

Oh Allah..
Give me patience in my deeds..
Ease the path for me to strive in ur way..
Peace & Blessings to our Prophet Muhammad
All praises to Allah

Day 1 Tahfidz

Day 1 Tahfidz..

I am starting from Juz 15 surah Al Isra
Things are having a slow start..
I seem to take longer than normal to memorize now..
Maybe becos its a difficult surah...
Alhamdulilah..I at least manage to so call memorized the first page..
But i need to be faster to hit my 5juz target..

Oh Allah show me the straight way n not the way which leads me astray..
Oh Allah increase my Imaan with each passing day..
Oh Allah bring me closer to You with each passing day..
All praise to Allah..Creator of the heavens & the earth..
Lord of the Alamin...

This blog is 4 u

I have made this blog for those special ppl to know wat i am doing currently

For those whom i cant spend much time with...
And for those whom i think would wanna know wats going on with me..

I will be starting my hafalan tml.. 11 July 08
I hope to finish 5juz by end of Ramadan
May Allah help me in my memorizing..

1st Post

This account has been made for my personal reminders

- I am late for work
- I need to pay saman $240
- Tml is my off day
- Today started off with a reali bad start
- I am lazy to go to work